22-11-2010

Guess what? Today supposed to be my offday..!
But I cancelled it because of something..!

Supposed to be a happy? I don't know..!
Forgot to bring my charger to work,
End up my phone running out of battery this morning..!
I then inform Kelvin to bring his charger.

Who knows, he delayed again..!
And I've waited him for more than 1 hours in MidValley.
I missed my dinner yesterday, and after I woke up
I straight heading to MidValley.

I was about to faint because haven't eaten my breakfast yet. =(
trying to call him, but my phone switched off,
Public phone is MidValley not working..
Finally I found one which is located in the other road side.

We then go to McDonald for breakfast plus lunch.
Spicy McDeluxe again, but I just ate french fries
Don't know why I felt full after eaten french fries

After McD follow by RedBox.
Checked out the pricing and then register..
At first was a little bit fun.
But after that he started changing this and that
And he vod all his songs,
What can I do?
After an hour, I then leave the room and let him sing alone.
I know is not a very good habit,
But I was not in the mood..!

Was texting with Jasmine,
Then walk into GSC Signature.
And I don't know why suddenly I walk to the counter
And ask" What are the movies is available now"
After all, I choose to watch UNSTOPPABLE.
But the movie starts at 1455
Then sitting in one of the cafe and continue texting with Jasmine while waiting for the movie start..!

He called up, and ask me where am I.
I lied to him and I said my mum is fetching me back..!
But he keep calling me back.
I don't feels like going back to accompany him,
Because I don't really feel happy while in the room just now.
I'm sorry Kelvin..! =(
But I hope you know why I do this.
The movie finished at 1700
Then rush back to work..!
Waited for bus for more then half an hour..

Haiz, today late again..!
Don't know how much will be deducted from my salary..! =(

I isn't worry about the salary,
But my behaviour, my attitude..!

Whole day moody just because of this..! =/

... ?

Finally I get the school done.
Finally is now holiday..!
And also finally I'm alright..!

What to say..? One word, BORED..!
I don't know why,
Or maybe I'm too sensitive,,
But I always felt that you're avoiding me..?
Hope what I felt is wrong lar..
But, if you don't feel like chatting with me
Hope you don't force yourself.
Just let me know and I'm get out from your mind immediately..!

Now holiday, what to do..?
As usual, WORKING..!
But I'm cheating myself.
I'm not working, I'm playing..! Why?
I hope I know why too..

In the coming December,
Omg, my schedule quite full..!
13 - 15 Dec maybe going to Bukit Tingg,
16- 19 Dec attending to YES Camp(Hope you're attending too..!)
23 - 25 Dec going to Genting with Jovin and her friends..!
Upcoming event's still not yet confirm.
All these, not even one is regarding my studies..!
I don't know how.. I don't know how to face to those people who supported me..!
I'm so sorry..!

Nothing to regret..! Just hope to get what I wanted..!
Next year is my final year in high school.. And also my SPM..!
I don't target for A's, just for at least credits..!
Anything will help me? Tuition, attend extra classes, group study?
Argg.. I hope I can temporarily throw everything away..!
Just to concentrate my studies..!
My final year, I don't want to waste it..!

Nothing to say, I'm hopeless..! What else..?
Facing families problem, studies, relationship and so on,,!
PLEASE GET OUT FROM MY MIND NOW EXCEPT STUDIES..!

Everyone is facing book now,
But I don't even study studying yet.
What am I doing?
Aren't I supposed to study now..?
My result dropped..! Alright everyone say"Never mind, try your best next time..!"
But still, I don't feel comfortable now..!
Because I know I can do it, but just I give up on my self..!
Wth I'm doing..?
Everyone seems giving me chances,
But I was like, don't know to appreciate it..! =(

I don't feel happy when I have everything,
Because I feel that I've lost something is much important that what I have now..!
I've wasted my time, my energy just to get what I wanted,
And I lost-ed something which is about my future, worth it..?
I don't think so,,!

It's November now, I've wasted my one year..!
How about next year? No eyes see..! =__=

Awesome Outing!!

Not bad Not bad!! Haha
Today was nice!!
Early morning go to bank,
Withdraw money ==

Then rush to IOI mall,
Because Shirwin they all say 10.30am meet up!!
Thought that I'm late,
Who knows Niro and Shirwin, and her friend more late!! Haha
Then we go RED-BOX sing K
Omg, at first I totally can't sing
Because I didn't sing song for a long time already!
Slowly slowly catch up.. Starting with some Chinese song,
Then English song, follow by Korean song..
But we only listen to Korean song, because don't know how to sing ==

Having our breakfast + lunch while singing.
I tell you, I takes 3 hours to finish my Nasi Lemak!!
No much special lor, as usaul
Coughing while singing, can't really sing also.
But not bad lar, at least still can sing.

After that we go buy lollipop..
Then me and Niro go back to Pavillion.
Wanted to watch RED, but I'm under 18
At last I watched Sammy's Advanture 3D
Not bad lar, but only have 6 people including me inside the cinema.
The movie finished at 8.00pm
Niro then accompanied me to monorail.

Come back around 9.30pm.
Then have dinner, with Paul.
We chit-chat until 11.30pm then back!

Today was so happy,
Because very long never meet Shirwin & especially Niro,
Today I wear YES Camp's shirt,
And she said she saw me in YES Camp,
But seriously, I really can't remember lor, so sorry lar.
At least now I remember which one is you already. Haha
Btw, your hair style is cute, I like it.
Also, I got another new sister!! Haha
That's what I really happy for!

Hope a better for tomorrow!

♥ Silent Night ♥

LOL,
What time now but I'm still ALIVE xD
Anyway, 30 Aug night I stay-ed up whole night,
Going to yam cha with Kervenne and Station one's friends.
Until 31 Aug morning 6.00am somehting.

We chit-chat
Two of them Shisha-ing, but not me >_<
And I'm not going to try it also.
Then we talk about our future,
Our daily life, Our experiences,
Ghost story, and so on.
What a nice gathering.

After fnish chit-chat-ing,
I supposed to accompany Kervenne back home,
But who knows the two guy follow us >_<
Then no choice lor, we walk together
Accompany Kervenne.

When almost reach her home that time,
I thought we're supposed to go back aldi one.
Who knows, we stay there and chat until early morning 7.00am
something.

Then I walk back to home ALONE :((
But it's alright, I used to it aldi.
When I reach home, NO ONE IS AWAKE YET :X
So I have to wait for them to open the door for me.
Around 11 something they only wake up.
Then I straight away go bath,
Watch TV for a while,
Then fall asleep already.

Until 8.00pm something only wake up!!
When I woke up, I saw Kervenne's msg
And she ask me to go Yam Cha again @@
I thought she'll say: Let's stay up all night again.
But lucky she didnt.
Cause she got school tomorrow,
And me supposed to hand in the letter to headmistress.
So we just stay til 11pm something.

I reach home at 11.30pm after I send her back home.
Chit-chat and play computer until now.

Was sad when I'm thinking of my phone.
Now I'm trying to get back all my data,
And I'm trying to get another new phone vert soon.
But I got no enough money now,
That[s why I go for part-time job during this holiday.
Hopefully can earn more money,
And get another new phone.

After this two week holiday,
Start schooling again,
Then follow by the Final Exam.
Seriously, I really got no eyes see my result.
But I'll try my best to achieve good result.

HOPEFULLY God would grant me wisdom
Bless me my study, my relationship and my friends & family.

♥ Recently ♥

Hoho, such a long long time I didnt keep my blog updated.
You know, recently was very stressful, many challenges to face.
As I got kick off of school because of some problems and
My attendance doesnt comes to the teacher's expectation.

After all the Warning Letter have been issued, It comes to the final,
Which is Buang Sekolah letter.

So now I have to re-register for school.
Its so troublesome to run here and there just to get the stupid signature done.
And then still have to counseling and so on.

On the July, I was actually working as a waiter at Station 1 @ OUG Citrus park.
I resigned end of the months. Until now I am doing nothing so far.
Until recently, some one pushed me up and ask me to get back to school ASAP.
Last Wednesday, I been to JPWP @ Jalan Duta there to get the Rayuan Letter,
Thought can done it the same day, who knows, still have to get so many peoples signature
Like headmistress, my parents, the Pegawai, and then the Saksi!

My Aunt do talk to me many things about the good and the bad if I'm going to give up my studies.
And I finally comes to the decission, I want to get back to school ASAP!
The school seems like willing to give me another chance, so I think there shoulnt be a problem.
Now they have done their part, so I do! I must put some effort on it too.

Seriously, this whole year, I didnt even study at all. Everyday attend to school,
But I don't even know what the hell the teacher is talking about.
That is because I got no interest on it. But now was different, because I already know how and
What is my future is going to be if I giving up my studies now!

My dreams has gone, my future has gone, life is meaningless.
I dont wanna be like this, I tell myself, once others can do it, I also can do it. Is just whether I want to do so or not.

It's enough, I've been wasted so much time for doing those useless things, now seriously is time to get me back into study before it too late. Do you think I can catch up?

I realised, and many peoples say so, my english sounds funny and I dont know why. Maybe I didnt read that much newspaper or story book or whatever, that's why. Once again, I'm sorry for my broken english.

Well, now all I hope is, can get back to school as soon as possible. This is what I hope so.

19/06/2010

Sooooooooooooooo long never update my blog aldi..
Because recently was too busy with many stuff..
Such as my exam, tuition and so on..

Before holiday I had my Mid-Term exam,
I think this time de exam maybe will drop
because I didn't concentrate while studying..
But I also hope wont drop, at least can past..

Then holiday..
Holiday,, nothing to do lor..
Just continue with my computer stuff..
Everyday also facing to the computer..
Facebook-ed, Email and others..
Face til my eye also paint aldi..

First week quite boring lar..
Just stay at home..
Last friday went out with my beloved tang jie Jovin..
Go to Kepong there meet her then bring her to Sg. Wang..
Quite boring also lar,, but I still very enjoy..

Then Saturday I miss-ed Uncle Danny's Birthday's Celebration..
But at least I have give him a call and wish him a Happy Birthday.
The Sunday is FHLCWA's 5th's Annivasary..
All Ex-Resident also come back and celebrate in Lammeeya.
And also celebrate Lammeeya's opening shop.
Quite a big function.. Meet lot's of old friend.
Althought some of them not be able to attend this gathering..
But still very fun lar ^^
take lots of pictures..
still not yet upload because too busy.. hahas

until now lor.. Just reach home..
Nothing to do >_<
I felt the time past so fast..
One more day then school reopen aldi..
That is so much for my two weeks school holiday :X
Haiz,, sien lor.. But was excited to see my result..
Expecially my Science.. hahs XD
Dunno can get A or not >_<
Hopefully can lar..

I want to sleep now..
Sooooo tired >_<
Good night all =)

25/04/2010

Been busy for the past few days..
erm.. feels so tired..
I think I'm not a active blogger any more..
Just feels like the past few days got many unhappy thing happeneds..
Like that day, I went back to BJ whack Simon..
I feel so relax after I whacked him..
because he keep disturb me..
then the next day my school's pengetua call me go to pejaba..
and ask me why I go to BJ whack ppl..
say monday go and see her again..
I also dont know what will happen on tmr..
hopefully nothing will happen lar..

erm.. I also dunno want to write what now ..
haiz.. nowadays I felt so bored..
when on facebook, but no one wants to chat with me..
I also dont' know what happen..
can anyone tell me pls?
when I was trying to call you all,,
but there is either busy or no answer..
everyone also the same..
what's the problem?
when I was trying to sms you all..
but there is no people to reply..
what's the problem?

I also dont' know how to express my feel now..
just felt bored like dying..

sometimes i really feels like want to cry..
but no matter how..
I also will try not to cry..
I do help ppl to solve problem..
but yet I dont' know how to solve my problem..
What a silly guy I am >_<
I know what I'm annoying
but I hope you all dont mind
because I'm not purposely one..
I just feels bored that's why I go round posting things to  people..
I'm so sorry..

No much things I can write..
And I also dont' know what to write now..
betetr sleep now,, tmr still got school..
hopefully tmr everything will be fine..
Goodnite everyone =)

14/04/2010

Wake up in the early morning,
and go to school..
skipped PJ class then after that straight away go to BM
then we have one function in our school,
it's about the MBMMBI(MEMARTABATKAN BAHASA MALAYSIA. MEMPERKUKUHKAN BAHASA INGGERIS)
quite interesting lar, sit in the hall for about an hour,
free one bag, and free breakfast xD
after rest then we have our english class in the computer lab..
I find it so easy for me, so I just take few minutes then finish already xD
then when finish the class that time,
i walk back to class,,
then the stupid discipline teacher call me,,
and ask me to cut my hair straight away >_< denggggggggggggggg
now my hair become short already..

then come back,, have my lunch,,
Yoke Kin says want to scan something,
then bring her to my house until 6 somehing..
so the whole afternoon cant online :X
after that teman her to the petrol station,
and her friends fetch her back..
then have a drinks with Paul..
after that come back, straight away on Facebook.. hahas =)

play until 11 something then go bath and sleep...

13/04/2010

Today tuesday,


Skipped school because my parents both cant wake up, and me too XD

Sleep til 10 something only wake up, then same thing lor, facebook again.. but quite boring lor, because most of them are schooling.. So off a while and rest again..

1 something on back, then some of them come back already, then we chat lor.. Hahas, chat a while then go out for lunch already >_<

Before lunch, I teman Paul to the driving academy there make a appointment.. It's tomorrow early 7 morning.. poor guy, have to wake up the same time with me xD

After that he say want to buy shirt wor, then we walk to parkson there see see lor.. But can't find the shirt he wants. So say want to go Times Square, but raining.. So we go have our lunch first lor..

Then go back home.. Continue my Facebook XD Play play play til 7 something, Paul only go Times Square.. Btw that, we go out for dinner lor.. Then he go alone.. Hahas, poor guy..

After dinner then have a drinks in Central there.. Wanna change the game disc but the shop no open ==

Then nvm lor, come out that time stomach ache == have to walk in again.. Haiz..

After that not dare to drink cold water already.. Then come back and facebook again.. Hahas XD Play til 11 like that then go to sleep already..

12/04/2010

Another new weekdays..

The first day of school...
Surprisingly today I wake up very early.. hahas
then i slowly iron my school shirt xD

when reach school, i skipped the perhimpunan again xD
because today is monday, i know sure got many things to say one..
lazy to listen to them :P

at school,, first lesson is Seni = =
forgot to done his works..
but lucky no kena scold xD

bm also very fun,, we play around while teacher is giving student lisan xD
then rest lor..
then follow by Sivik..
the teacher just give us some notes then ask us to rest..
then I listening to music and I fall asleep for about an hours..
missed the Perdagangan class also xD
but the teacher also never scold one,
so never bother him lor :P

after that BI..
the BI teacher wake me up = =
she tell us that we will be in the lap for the lesson,
but at last dont know how come suddenly said cancelled = =
then the teacher give us many notes to copy @@

the 5 minutes before ring bell,
our class all at outside waiting already
the ring havent bell then we already run xD

after school then have lunch in FHL lor..
then go back home lor..
faster get my phone charging because just now at school play until no battery already = =
then listening to music while charging..
after that sleep already..

until 7pm something only wake up xD
then go for dinner lor...
then I sit at the McDonald there online..
for a while then come back already..
after that come back then play computer,
because today whole day never play already.. hahas
then on facebook..
chit chat and reply comments..
and finally get my Maxis's number back to normal :D
play with my phone until 1 something only slp XD

11/04/2010

Today Sunday..


Wake up at 11 something.. Then Facebook again xD

Then continue my blog. It takes me hours :x finally get it done completely. Then go for Ching Ming..

When we reach the cemetery, looks about to rain. But thanks god, we done everything then only it rains..

After Ching Ming then we go to Tesco.

Long time never go already, big changes..

Then buy something.

When we buy bread that time, I take two BIG DONUT, then the cashier there no people take care, me and Paul played with the machine. We took the most cheapest tag then paste to the donut.. Hahas, so naughty xD

Time past so fast, we walk a while then buy something then go back already..

When reach home and then Facebook again xD

So boring lar.. Chat in Facebook then play SDO..

10 something only we go for dinner.. So hungry >_<

Eat til 12 something only go back xD

When back home, then ONLY wash my school cloth.. So lazy to wash it lar -.-

After that lying on bed but can't sleep -.- Then I listen back to the CNY song :D Renaming all my song's name while listening to music.. Then slowly fall asleep already..

10/04/2010

today saturday.. nice n cold weather =)
early morning raining.. hahs..
wanna wash car also cannot :x
then wait til 11 something then start wash car
until 2 something xD
first time wash  two car in one day -.-
tiring me.. forgot about out with Aeron, Kar Kit, Kai Chen they all de meeting tim xD
bath, then rush to Carrefour and meet them.
when reach there,,
I thought they say SING-k,,
then after that they say go to KL.
they say gonna play until night..
then i say dun wan follow,,
because today is Family day..
so I go back home alone..
when reach home,,
FACEBOOK again xD
I think I'm addicted to facebook :D
then chat with friends...
suddenly feel wanna to create a blog..
then mai sign up lor..
then sendiri edit things..
but,, i dont know how to play it.. lol
go Google search, finally get some tips xD
make til half way,, dinner time..
after the dinner then continue my blog again..
play til 12 something -.-
then give up for a while, back to facebook again ..
then sleep..
i realise i almost spent my 60% of my day on computer..
my eyes get hurt already @@
haiz,, like this,, one day past already ..