Untoldable feeling

I really don't understand how come things would become like this..
Everytime when you angry, you can ignore me whole day.
You always want me to care your feeling,
But did you ever care my feeling too?
As I mentioned many times, I hate the feeling being ignore by someone,
Especially someone I truly love.
It's hurt, it really hurt.
I couldn't find a way to expressed my feeling right now..
Feel like crying out loud.. :'(
What did I did wrongly, why do I get this punishment?
If you really do not have feeling on me,
I would accept it if you voice it out to me.
You told me you still love me but you do this to me,
You told others you do not have anymore feeling on me,
Now what the hell you're talking?
I do not know which one is true and which one is false.
I trusted you, but you betray me! And this is what I get in return!
You're no longer the person I used to know anymore,
You've changed, a lot..

So disappointed..
Why all my relationship ended up like this?
What is the problem?
Where is the problem?
Can anyone tell me?

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival.

It's been long time I never updated my blog already..
Busy BuSy and BUSY~
Thought after SPM should be free,
Who knows I have to re-sit SPM due to not enought credits for college entry. ==
No choice lor.. First exam was failed too. Because never study also @@
Now coming 5th Nov is the final,
I only left one more month to go
But the feel of stress is still hasn't arrived YET!!
GOD bless me this time or I'm gonna failed it again?
Had fun celebrating Mid-Autumn Festival(Mooncake festival) yesterday(30092012), with mum.
We lighten up the garden with DengLong
Never eaten mooncake before 12am >< sad
But never mind, today go back eat mooncake as dinner :P hehe
Magically, after I broke up with that 14 year old little girl,
I'm now with a 18 year old(same age as me) very mature, very adorable, very lovely, very sweet, very intelligent, very talented, very crazy girl :P hehe
She named Eunice.
I seriously still have no idea and can't even believe that we're in a relationship until now!!
Oh my darling, how can this be happened?
Although we knew each other on Facebook, in ther other word, we hasn't met each other YET!(but soon)
And of course for sure, this is not cyber-love.
We phone each other everyday, Skype, whatsapp, Viber, Facebook, Message, variety of communication ways to keep in touch with her other.
Long distance relationship is not the problem for me as I know how to handle it well.
We need to compromise, communicate, and the most important is to have confidence.
So far, but not that far, we already be with each other for 4 months(annivassary on 29th May 2012).
We used to send pictures to each other in a week, with lots of poses.. Haha :P
I smiled and my heart melted when I look at her pictures.
She's sooooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable. Feels like wanna chubby her face :P hehe
A lot more posts coming soon(hopefully), as I have finally(not actually) appropriate a schedule.

And good luck to me and those who having an exam for the next coming days.

I'm back!!

Finally I managed re-claimed my account.

It was 2 years since ago since the last update

Time really flies..

So far, guess what have I done within this two years?

Studying, working, studying, working..

That's my busy life..

After PMR, then SPM, now re-sit SPM again..

As usual, I never started doing revision yet.

I always wanted to, but, the motivation isn't there for me..

Recently started back into relationship with someone.

Erm, not long ago.. Just one month.

Things goes smooth within this one short period

Thanks GOD, with the UPS and DOWNS..

Fortunetely, our relationship still remain unchanged.

Oh ya, forgotten to introduce, she named Eunice.

She is a very nice and kind person to me.

She's lovely and adorable too.

I never thought our relationship could be like this.

Being in love with her isn't my plan.

But now I'm planning to be with her after all..

Sometimes I felt I'm not as good as others.

I always make her jealous..

Maybe I'm too sensitive or maybe she is too sensitive.

But I'm now getting to know her more.

I don't hope much, let's just being serious once.

Let's hope for a better tomorrow.

Good night :)